Saturday, June 02, 2007

"Deb,you've changed"
Someone told me that over the phone today afternoon.I'm not the same ol' crazy Deb.I'm the serious matured fuck-up Debanuj.The one who seems to give a fuck to the world around him.I had no reply for what I was hearing.To think of it,yes I have.For some,like my mom,I'll still be Tutai,the kid.For some,like Roy,i'll still the be mysterious chodna Nunku.But for the most others,I'll be the changed one.Maybe not.I really have no clue on how this change works.Time flies.Ye,it always does.It seemed just a few days back,one of my favourite cousins had joined high school.He's almost finishing college now.
And there was that whole myriad of things I went through.Jojo my dog,dadu,my plastic rings,the tunes of childhood,then the school-frolic,the college ego and the as usual corporate whore.I keep looking back sometimes. Especially on Friday nites on the terrace with beer and smokes.
Childhood was the usual one.Playing with He-mans and Gi-joes in a perfect traditional Bengali house was a bit wierd.But then I also did have a stint with the tri-cycles and with squishing orange peels into everyone's eyes.Then came the ranna-bati games and the football.And of course TV and VCR's and lotsa bengali movies.
Bosco reminds me a lot.Bosco gave me the perfect school life.Bawaali,the schoolboy desperation,the stupid classroom fun,mathematics,literature,geography,lots of football again and definitely cricket.Sometimes Delhi.Its probably just sad the terms mean nothing to me anymore.I guess it was just a start.The start was Bosco.
I really cant phrase what college really means to me.I mean I cant say it sucked or it was totally awesome( like KKHH,lol).But if there's one thing I'm nostalgic about the most in my life,its college.I have no reasons.Probably it was the hostel.Or the winters and the rains.And probably everyday we had something new to do.Even it was sleeping or eating or doping or drinking or the trips or even studying during the semester exams were fun.The independence was good.And so was the dependence.Sikkim.
Job life sucks fullstop The short life at Mysore was really the shorgo-dorshon before kicking me to hell.I loved Mysore then.Even the waking up was luxurious.King's life.
Now I have this routined life.Yes,weekends are seriously fun.I'm not complaining about Pune or Bombay.Pune is my-kinda town.But I cant seem to relive the dream of going to the bar to drink a beer everyday after work.Bottomline.Job life sucks.They make me work at night.Dont pay me proper salary.I drink coffee.Make me work like a bitch.And I listen like a bitch.

This post aint as insignificant.
Damn!There I go again.Go fuck off.And they say I've changed.Now gimme that Jack Daniels!
Cya people.Have a great weekend.And Tinky,happy budday again girl!!!!

9 comments:

dreamy said...

"squishing orange peels into everyone's eyes"???

and you played rannabati??? :O..once again...
you played rannabati????!!!!!!:P

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

yes!!....hvnt u ever done that??....and the fun of seeing other's eyes burn...????
damn!!!!boring!!!

And yes...rannabati!!!...we all did play that...!!!..it was a popular bengali game when 'I' was born.Unfortunately,when you were born,technology took over the world!

coffee stain said...

he played ranna bati! cia played ranna bati..... har har....
tuki khelbi?
bosco sucks.......and don bother cursin my school....it accept every thing :P

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

heehee...i stand by Bosco like the way i stand by SMIT...i love Bosco.Proud ami!!...ye ye..u got to meet some unfortunat epeople from Bosco.but whtevaa...!!..dont realyl care wht u think on this issue.
Rannabaati taught me swimming...and u??!!!..ho-ho!

coffee stain said...

ranna bati tahught you swimmin...... ki? connection koi...... cycle chalate parish?

prudence said...

well playin rannabati was quite original.............but I particularly used to enjoy the orange peel one......and the best of all I was actualy protected aginst being retaliated.....coz of my specs!!!!!!But rannabati!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????

dreamy said...

Uff...Me too played rannabati...uhhuh given a chance I will still do....ami jeta bolchhi...I thought it is a girly thing..:P..guys also play(ed) rannabati?:O:O

onnesha said...

true! u played rannabati?sheesh.damn funny!

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

ok!!...
@all.....
now!!...how do u tell the difference between the girly game at age 4!!!!.....
and pssst....i liked it..!!!
@roy...shaaaala!!!
@prudence.....the orange juice is actually good for ur eyes.....thats y i never wore specs!!!
@adrita......i did!!!.
@onnesha.....i did again!!..

sigh!!