Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Bad writing,bad writing!
This is what I tell myself,everytime I write a post.Then I keep looking at the few alphabets I've typed down in my laptop or the office PC.Keep looking at it again.Till blogger.com autosaves it as a draft.Maybe even pondering over the thought of registering myself in Shaadi.com.
I light up once,drink some coffee,stare at the ceiling.At the dusty fan blades.Or maybe at the bright lights in the office.
People just pass by staring and wondering sorts.
"He never works,and yet he gets the prize.Bastard!"
"Ha,the funny little shit is upto his pranks again."
"Should I just peep into his computer and see what he's doing?"
"Look at him,if only I could work half as much as him.He's a personified workaholic"
"Kya baat hai,Debu mereko dekh'ke itna haas kyon raha hai???
"Denge Ra !!!!" (Means "Fuck you,man" in Telegu)
"Hi......................................**sigh**!!!"

The boss comes,I uncomfortably minimize the Blogger window.Look at him with those fake eyes while all he asks me are some meaningless numbers.Damn!Sometimes those dreamy eyes don't help either.I 'restore' the window back.Suddenly realize how Microsoft and Bill Gates have made our lives easier.Maybe.And then think about the bad writing all over again.Ok,lets start over.

You know those times when you listen to a song.You cant get enough of it.So u keep playing it in your mind all the time.Banana Pancakes and Under the Tracks.I'm playing too much of it.Maybe lets Wiki this.No,no bad writing again.

All that lies beneath,all that I can see.Its too dark a world.Too bleak a fate.So at the end of it all,everything still remains a mystery.Unsolved by the sands of time.Or by the winds of change...........................................
*Think more -think more!!! This is definitely good writing,you are getting there*

17 comments:

Random Doodler said...

Winds of change? Sands of time?
What've you been reading lately, i wonder. Sidney Sheldon?
:P

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

Sidney Sheldon???...ohhh that person wrote something on dreams and sands and change...rite???!!!..

Ahhh!!!

rishi said...

dude....sigh ta bola charbi... and doodler ke dara..... we a re counter agents.....ie always at our throats.... but with treaty... mosaad and cia....... homo... ki allegation.... and banana pancakes....double deep sigh.... give it 2 weeks.....
aamar best part laage hochhe
" lakalukulaylay...mama had a baby....really don't mind......na nana na na nana"

sigh......oye aammake mr.jones ta pathabi ki na?

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

sala.......sigh'ta aajkal beshi bolchi,naa re??....
and doodler aar tui fight it out...me aint gonna interfere....im happy knowing my place in the world....

am in love with banana pancakes...heehee.....mr jones pathaabo...every day bhule jai...u can understand...onek to buro hoye gelaam...mone thaake naa!!!

dreamy said...

I thought there is nothing called bad writing...unless you are talking about hand-writing...but..

you still haven't seen the hippo dance???

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

ohh no no ...all my writings are pretty bad...and in fact i do consider my handwriting to be pretty good.....

...an everytime i see a fat person dance,i see the hippo dance!!! but hippo's are good animals!!!

HARSHA said...

i guess every writer/blogger faces this problem.and shaadi.com?? how old are you buddy!!!

WTH did you stop giving titles to your posts???

HARSHA said...

And more importantly,its Telugu.not Telegu.grrrrr..........

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

@Harsha....I dont find any titles suitable for posts as silly as this....im 23....isnt it time for me to get married....hmm..lesse!!!!

Telegu...Telugu...same thing..as long as Denge ra is fuck u and fuck u is Denge ra!!!!......
Fucken Hyderabadis!!!

:P

Poojo C. said...

So this is what you do in office!!

Maybe if you stopped feeling a little guilty about doing non-work things on office time, the writing would not seem all that bad!

PS: You don't seem the type to have good handwriting though!

coffee stain said...

poo so totally burned ye...........arr ye numnut!

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

@poojo!!!..
U gotcha me!!!....:P
And non-work or work in office.
I do consider it amateur-ish.
but im hopeful ill rite like Mr.Rushdie one day!!

@coffee stain....ye ye arr arr!!

coffee stain said...

update?

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

korechi toh!!!!!

onnesha said...

happens!happens!
i get those "
bad writing" pangs too.
doesnt it drive you up the wall?like as if your writing skills were deteriorating by the day?tell me,how many times have u opened the blogspot site and gaped at the screen for hours and yet nothing apt conjured in ur mind?
ask me,zillions!

Moo-lah Buzinezzz! said...

You just took the words outta my mouth.
you think of writing something someday.And as soon as u login to blogger new post window.The mind goes blank,Everything goes blank.
And then as u force to write,u always worry about that "bad writing" feeling.

onnesha said...

@moolah..ditto..*sigh*