Wednesday, January 31, 2007

zzzZZZZzzzz......!!!! ( actually awake !)

“You sleeptalk??? even sleepwalk???!!!..God!..u r a freak!!!!......”

Okk, I do both….walk very rarely…but I do it….and talk…almost everyday!!!!...Well….i really dunno what I talk about. But I do. And im not really concerned about it ..

“its considered to be a sickness..u better do something about it”

ooooo……im ‘scaaaaared’…and im sooo affected and im soo gonna die or something..Bullshit!).
Ohh…I love watching dreams.I think that’s what makes me sleeptalk more…and its not that bad…at least ….its not as gross as people who drool in their sleep….at least im capable of having a normal conversation even in my sleep,unlike other certain nonsense people….at least im more interesting than most people!!!...hahahaha!!!..i live my life through dreams…and I loooooooooowe it!!!!

Okk, miss ..u win! Ive been a dumbfuck…but I don’t wanna lose u….i really like ya… can I have one last chance…just one???? I promise I wont fuck up….. Pweeeeze!!! : -)

And Miss Ab. ….fuck u,seriously!!.. you aint my friend anymore…..ive never felt like this about anyone…the way u have avoided the issue,where I should not be even involved( but ka-ching! I am) ..i feel u are just another high class wannabe bitch!!! please don’t ask me why..!!!!!

And Syriana is too slow a movie …..!

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

TIA......This is Africa!!!!!!!!!!


Ok…whew!....just watched Blood Diamond… Its really been a long time…I watched a movie as nicely scripted as this one.Li Cap was at his usual best again. Watched it.Loved it. Really really touching. And makes u keep wondering.Awesome again!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Im coming back to the stars......!!!

Im weirdly happy nowadays. Like just sitting on the office couch,doing nothing.Or drinking beer and smoking pot on my terrace all alone and looking at the stars and imagining stuffs. But still im suddenly missing so much. College, home, school, Calcutta, Park Street, Salt lake FD park, my broken computer chair et al.Is this what they call a change for the better. I went to a Binesh’s sister’s wedding reception last day. The food was good, the booze was good.Somewhere I saw in some Travel Channel that in a wedding,if the food is good,everything’s good. I think im growing thin again.I wanna grow fat. Somehow fat people are more cooler.And I wanna eat too.

I generally don’t read forwarded mails. And I don’t even know why I found this interesting.

Equality of Poverty:

The ant works hard in the withering heat all summer long, building his house and laying up supplies for the winter. The grasshopper thinks the ant's a fool and laughs & dances & plays the summer away. Come winter, the shivering grasshopper calls a press conference and demands to know why the ant should be allowed to be warm and well fed while others are cold and starving.NDTV, BBC, CNN show up to provide pictures of the shivering grasshopper next to a video of the ant in his comfortable home with a table filled with food. The World is stunned by the sharp contrast. How can this be that this poor grasshopper is allowed to suffer so?Arundhati Roy stages a demonstration in front of the ant's house.Medha Patkar goes on a fast along with other grasshoppers demanding that grasshoppers be relocated to warmer climates during winter.Amnesty International and Koffi Annan criticize the Indian Government for not upholding the fundamental rights of the grasshopper.
The Internet is flooded with online petitions seeking support to the grasshopper (many promising Heaven and Everlasting Peace for prompt support as against the wrath of God for non-compliance).
Opposition MP's stage a walkout.
Left parties and Mamata Banerjee call for "Bharat Bandh" in West Bengal and demanding a Judicial Enquiry.
CPM in Kerala immediately passes a law preventing Ants from working hard in the heat so as to bring about “Equality of Poverty” among ants and grasshoppers.Lalu Prasad allocates one free coach to Grasshoppers on all Indian Railway Trains, aptly named as the 'Grasshopper Rath'.Finally, the Judicial Committee drafts the “Prevention of Terrorism Against Grasshoppers Act [POTAGA]", with effect from the beginning of the winter.Arjun Singh makes Special Reservation for Grass Hopper in educational Institutions & in Govt Services.The ant is fined for failing to comply with POTAGA and, having nothing left to pay his retroactive taxes, his home is confiscated by the Government and handed over to the grasshopper in a ceremony covered by NDTV.Arundhati Roy calls it "a triumph of justice". Lalu calls it 'Socialistic Justice'. CPM calls it the 'revolutionary resurgence of the downtrodden' Koffi Annan invites the grasshopper to address the UN General Assembly.Many years later...
The ant has since migrated to the US and set up a multi billion dollar company in Silicon Valley .
100s of grasshoppers still die of starvation despite reservation somewhere in India ..
And Indian politicians still complain of brain drain.”

Monday, January 22, 2007

The corporates and me.....i hate it!!!!

Im soooooo fake!!!!

The batch......aaahhh!!!...

Friday, January 19, 2007

random and bored!

I watched Sin City.It was psychotic and weird.The bad ass crime world.Sheeeesh!

Yesterday got pretty nicely stoned and played a card game called ANO.’twas stupid but fun.

Somewhere I had heard that the worst way to miss someone was to know that u can never ever see that person anymore.Im kinda having that feeling.But I know im stoic enough to drown in it an alcohol peg.No more tears.So remember if u ever smell a Dundee cake…make sure its Christmas or else something’s gravely wrong.
Ohhh and Im bored!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Im losing interest in everything ....way too fast.Nothing interests me nowadays,not even money i think.Otherwise i wud have started gambling or something.But whatever,nothing interests me.Im suffering from this 2-minute disinterest syndrome,where im like all ecstatic about a particular thing for about 2 minutes and then it all fades out.I dunno who to blame,but i think ive been having this sickness from my childhood.Like i started with drawing and painting...gave a couple of Part I and II drawing exams and then i stopped it abruptly.And then piano and synthesizer...that lasted for about 3-4 years i think.And then cricket.Table tennis.Poetry..cork collecting... music(yet again)...Killing gross-looking painting...sigh sigh sigh ablah blah blah and sigh sigh sigh and double sigh-s!!!!!...
And i hate it when they question me about my hobbies and interests in interviews...cuz i look like a blank mindfucked assclown then.And then they still say that the world is round...but people like me still fail to beleive that!!!!...
I sooooo wanna travel badly and see the world, before the 2-minute syndrome attacks me again.sigh!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007


its been a week.....and it aint feeling better.Im mindfucked.Im jobless.Im like a blot ..and a tiny one too....!.....this sucks....really sucks!!!!!........i miss evreything ive done in my past 22 years.Everything!...someday i know ill make a movie about my life..and then go backpacking all over the world.I know.i know!

Monday, January 01, 2007

its that time of the year again when i dunno what to feel.

ok,i dunno if it sucks to leave or not.Cuz i aint feeling anything.,..happy or sad!...calcutta trips are always fun....but this was kinda boring....everyone was busy....ritu'r shaathe lunch..and then spending time with rishi....felt more much of orkut scrapping....or mailing...or blogging( which doesnt matter cuz no one reads them..hyuk-hyuk)...and hopefully i get ritu's snail mails.......sigh! pune....

but the void's still there!