all in a day's work!

I woke up.It was morning.i searchd for a clock cdnt find one.I
realized the alarm had gone off.Sum1 said "tutai,im leavin.."..i
mumbled," please go to hell......".....i felt like sleepin more.I realized i
havent celebrated my b'day for 14 years.I heard the music of a snake
charmer outside.I blinked once,twice.
It was 10:30 am.



Why is it that whatever i do has a tragic end? Why can things ever
have an optimistic result for me? I feel like falling into endless
abyss even whn im not high! I feel like jason with a chainsaw.I feel like a teenager trapped in the body of a 30 yr old.

The world is round and i still dont believe it...

cute little puppies suddenly fights for meat!

Smoke and alcohol and sex are passe...blood turns me on!

Even mankind's greatest creation can be boring....

Why is our heart not intelligent......

Explain these................................???!!! cuz i couldn't!




Its really been almost a month since i posted last.didnt really feel
the urge to do so.Sumtimes just when i felt i wanted to blog,i
started to play some shit computer game.So, one fine evening our
family decides to go a hot-shot chinese place called mainland
china.the party??....cuz my uncles were in town and my cousin brother
was leavin his job to pursue a Phd. at uncle Sam's....ohh n by the
way ,he is the most sane among the lot.We had
noodles,rice,seafood,chicken,lamb...which i didnt knw was a chinese
cuisine..... i saw my dad and uncles blabber about CAB elections
after drinkin just 2 pegs...the women started discussing sarees and i
was my usual self....with a protesting 'u-gave-me-no-alcohol' face
...and sipping on sum mocktail which tasted like mirinda.About a
couple of kilometers away Indian Ocean was playin KAndisa in a five
star pub.I knew that.My friends were there too.I cudnt excuse myself
out of the party to go and hear their gig.So i hummed to myself...

"...............jaage naaaa...ohohohooooooo...................."

........ohhh and you should have seen my face....!!!!!


It was great to talk to her...........................!!!!strange but
fun!