Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Sometimes,the dreams ,I get ,are so horrifyingly real that they question my very existence.
So,yes.I have not been sleeping well lately. I suddenly wake up with a jolt,wipe of the sweat,drink water and try to get back to sleep,unquenched.
Over almost a month,Ive dreamt not just about human shaped monsters,killer families,betrayals,deja vu, psycho-laughters..............................................
Yet,there is no depression.No stress.
Its like entering into an entirely different realm when I close my eyes.
When I wake up,the sun just seems too bright.
Its like the madman in the local to whom no one would give directions.
Or the beggar who spends his day's earnings to gift his daughter a toffee,no one would sell.
Or the mother,who sits on the footpath,silently shouting for alms,so as to feed her dying son.
Maybe,its the way of balancing out.Give lots to some,and none to many.The scales dont shift.Its a perfect balance.
And yes,everyone still smiles at you while you drift past the withering flowers.
I am not a prophet,but its just not a just world.

9 comments:

Anjan said...

and sometimes it also feel that u might have lived in some of the dreams, its so real that u will be able to deny the fact that it was not just a dream....

Yeah... weird are the weirdly figures.. :P

Aphrodite said...

sun is too bright true...and the balance isn't tipping even though its not entirely balanced...true again...start watching comedies (soaps /flicks)...might bring back ur wild imagination someplace else...:P

onnesha said...

made sense and helplessness overflowed one more time.

Poojo C. said...

you've been writing super-well of late.

archetype said...

it's called life! nice write though. adhyattik hoye gechish tui aajkal

solo said...

my dadee rockstah writer!! tohtally!!!!
love yr few latest posts.

Random Doodler said...

tor-e hobe.

coffee stain said...

now that i be back... lemme give some details..... the"mother,who sits on the footpath,silently shouting for alms,so as to feed her dying son."
hmm... i shit you not.... i know this.... bachha's are outsourced by their biological parents.... to other ppl for the day..... as in din er jonne bachar bhara 50 bucks or so.... and the mother you see might just be the girl next door.... everything is outsourced man.... and this is not a joke... i actually know this information for a fact

Enchantress said...

ooooppz the horrifying dream syndrome~!!!