Thursday, December 06, 2007

"Blow, blow, thou winter wind,
Thou art not so unkind
As man's ingratitude;"

Nightfall will be coming soon and its winter.
If you think that people are loving you,it probably means that they are bearing up with your nonsense.Of course,this does not apply to long term friendships which normally defines the art of bullshitting.But,not many like bullshitting nowadays,it seems.So,you see the fault lies with the people and their judgment.Funny men comes in two categories,he's either a joker or a fucker.Im not sure whether I fall in any,or whether I aint funny and Im still one of those.It aint really strange how one line of late-night drunken merriness can ruin an otherwise happy evening.Neither it is strange to find people-you've-been-joking-with turn their backs and leave.Psychologists call that post pessimistic depression.Post,what post??!!..Pessimism,ok,whatever??!..Depression,me???!!...
Long words,big talk.I guess.
Imagine a thousand eyes glaring down at you.You are in that same chair.In that same dark room.
All this just makes it difficult to gulp.
And question the very existence you've been living for.


And I thank Rishi for introducing me to Cash music.His radio shows have become quite addictive.But I do walk the line too.

12 comments:

Poojo C. said...

I think, when people love you, they love the nonsensical bit a little more than the non-nonsensical bit.

Post-pessimistic depression. That sounds really horrid. These psychologist types really come up with all kinds of things!

As for the entire post... Deep. Very deep.

coffee stain said...

awe....you fall in a category i reserved especially for you....see you are a fucked-up-joker.....you need a shrink to tell you that you are pessimistic.....jeeesus what have i been tellin you for the past 5/6 years.....i can't help but feel sorry for you man.....as for existence man ....i'll tell you what....if every man-woman-child had a purpose... i suppose this world would be a betta place..... you define your existence...your being......and its not a 20 or 30 year period man......its life....you dill-weed......take it one stride at a time and smile once in a while.....you'r so fuckin lucky i read this sober...... i'll blast you when i read this again... and i will read it again!

coffee stain said...

i sound like hyde from that 70's show.....

dreamy said...

Winter's all the more depressing if there are bells on the seventh floor.

I understand.

inihos said...

Friends don't mind the nonsensical bits really...
but i guess the ones who mind it are much greater in number

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Darkling said...

if you think that people are loving you,it probably means that they are bearing up with your nonsense- best statement everrrrrrr.....moooolaaah u cudnt have put it in a better way...:))

onnesha said...

i will come back to this when my head is less crowded.
but yes,talking of getting people who would HAPPILY endure your bullshitting,that is getting rather rare,aint it?

~Moo-lah Buz!nezzz~ said...

@poojo.....trust me,when people love you,they act as if they love ur nonsense.But inside they are pretty tired of it.

@roy...u r sober??!!..now now,thats rare!!!......yes i must stop defining my existence.

@adrita...its not just the bells that make it all the more depressing...

@inihos....i wasnt talking baout my friends.I meant the people.:-)

@spammer(whose comment I deleted)...Stay out,hehehehe!!

@darkling...me at my best,ye??!!..hehehe but thanks...!!

@onn...head less crowded???...:-P

onnesha said...

ya.you see my head's inhabited by zillions of thoughts and processes.its almost like running a country up here!just that these thoughts get entangled at times.i meant i would get back to this when things start looking up for me!

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