Sunday, February 10, 2008

Ok,Chumma is out.Officially thrown out by the society people and the watchman,who scoffed at our car.The bitch had it calling for,....went on a rampage with the garbage bins.I liked it though.Especially when our 'pet pup' turned hostile and havoc'ed with the old man's house.After all the milk and the beer it drank,I suddenly miss Chumma .

Everything's been so usual.So normal enough,to freak me out. Sometimes accolades and praise is fun and famous.But then it sorta gets on the nerves.I'm tired of seeing the dumb faces of my office colleagues everyday.I'm tired,done and out.I think of one word nowadays.Escape.To a different city,place or planet maybe.Trip.To somewhere out of reach.Meet.Some people and stories of the world.I wonder if all this depression,failure,pain is bought.But so is the funk we are living under.
We all have dreams.At least,speaking for myself.Then we have inspirational stories,we have those special people,apprehensive-ness,of course.But all that separates is just putting the foot beyond the line of decision and risk.Drive,is what I call it.Dreams,Ive had enough.I just lack the fuckin drive.

So some of these days have been good.As in proper windy winter days.Like waking up early,eating breakfast,watching TV, fucken office,drinking coffee,warm snuggly bed,drinking beer.Im just glad its still pretty chilly cold here in Pune. Maybe,I'm also glad cuz Burger King is so better than MacDonalds.Its wishful thinking to be happy,but what the heck......And mistakes,I'm happy about them,but the blues still exist.
Sometimes I just wish I could just lie on the lawn all day long and think about nothing.
But there is too much going on.

and I need more crayons to just colour it all up..........
I need some booze.I need to turn into a song or a sketch.I need to turn into some random vegetable and be sold off.
I suddenly miss Calcutta and the smell of Park Street and JU.I miss Chumma,as well!!


PS: I am the only Debanuj in Facebook( yaaaay!!)
And there are 25 other Debanuj's in orkut,who either look gay or with display pictures of Shah Rukh Khan.Its a sad fuckin world!

21 comments:

dreamy said...

ok..and I am fraands with you on facebook!

how cool is that. B-)

and no chumma means no posts about chumma..thats kinda sad.

I was starting to like that bitch.

goldie said...

pulp fiction is the movie i'd see if i was about to die 3 hours later....great blog...actually beautiful

Aphrodite said...

nice one aye...but a f***ing lot of anger i think...neway whos chumma??

madhurima said...

u really r stuck in the wrong profession. u shud hav been a writer on sumthin. the art world misses u. sigh....

onnesha said...

ja!chumma chole gelo?:O
you miss JU and park street.JU te sanskriti suru hochhe.pune theke ki korbi?come back home!

Poojo C. said...

Whattay pity about Chumma :(

That "fucking drive" is a very elusive entity.. Hope we all find it some fuckin day! (How I love using the F-word :P )

"Sometimes I just wish I could just lie on the lawn all day long and think about nothing.
But there is too much going on." -- Ditto here.

Come to Kol.. I can introduce you to my kuttas and billis.

undifferentiated said...

wht is worse thn sumthin bad hapnin in life is probably nothin hapnin.no hope no faith no dreamz is very scary n very normal n therefore mor scary i ges ... dunno

coffee stain said...

"Then we have inspirational stories,we have those special people,apprehensive-ness,of course"

intuuuuuuuuuu alert!

~Moo-lah Buz!nezzz~ said...

@dreamy......yaaaay!!!...that is cool....i was beginning to like the bitch as well!!!

@goldie.....yes,but i dont really see the context....

@aprhroo.....chumma was our street pup we saved from the ..um...street!!

@madhurima....u think so,thanks re!!!

@onnesha....sanskriti shuru???...damn,i remember i was in JU drinking beer and bangla and smoking shit..last year....hehehe...pune theke ki korbo..i ask the same question to me everytime...anyway..kirom cholche sanskriti???and hows JU???

@poojo.....ill come to cal and then maybe u can introduce me to ur pups and billis...its a fuckin drag world aint it???

@adwaita.....i know i know!!!

@roy...u got it wrong....alert naa!!.... onno apprehensiveness eibaar..!!

gunj said...

hey...great blog n a lovely post thr!! :)

inihos said...

will find proof of ur uniqueness on facebook...and then let u know

onnesha said...

apatoto arts'er ta hochhe.and amazingly we have managed some good sponsors this time.so all is well:)i guess the scinece and engineering sanskriti will follow suit withing a months time.
beer ar bagla ek sathe kheli?:O

~Moo-lah Buz!nezzz~ said...

@gunj...hey hey,thanks a lot for dropping by...

@inihos...ohh defnitely..go ahead and check it out....im the only debanuj...muahahahahaha!!!

@onn...ohh yeh yeh,it must be a festivcal time for u guys then....damn,i miss JU...hehehe...aar bangla aar beer ek shaathe keno khaabo??!!...

Poojo C. said...

Sigh... there is no way I can be the only Pooja on Facebook. :(

coffee stain said...

challlll
tui same2same grow up ....kid!

ad libber said...

I tried going to sanskriti, but the number of people i knew scared me and ended up going to Golpark and buying more books. That is probably the only place I will miss when I leave Kolkata. Except College Street.
And yes, the drive, the courage. If only one did have that. That is, after all, what separates the dreamer and the doer.

Darkling said...

naam ta to daruun...shotti smthng to miss i botey!! :D

Macadamia The Nut said...

Lol! It happens dude. and I especially loved this part
"and I need more crayons to just colour it all up..........
I need some booze.I need to turn into a song or a sketch.I need to turn into some random vegetable and be sold off." hehe!

Don't we all wish at some point or the other that we could just lie on the grass (or, say, a water bed :D) and do nothing at all? Sigh!

inihos said...

huh??!! I found lots of other debanujs on facebook!!!

MishtiZaa said...

sigh! :|
and I belong to the largest group of same-named people...
that adds to the angst!
Well everything bad happening around you is a signal of excitement peeping in....

solo said...

u check sites for your namesakes!?!!!!??
*sniggers*