The Inevitable!!!!

".....so u think u can tell...heaven from hell??...."
- Pink Floyd


well,its about time i wrote about the thing that matters in life the most....the inevtiable....it is
what that keeps us alive...we live for it...and we certainly stop living for this ultimate goal of our
existance.....so y is it that peopole fear death so much....its a process which we,humans,try to
avoid....which porbbly gives a kinda evil meaning to it....but y?..i believe its as sacred as our
birth...as holy as our marriage n as important as our existance itself......are we all concerned about our afterlife..or is it that we are concerned about our future generations that we actually forget about the only inevitable process in our life....well,i believe that we humans are nothin more than a frikkin huge n complex chemical reaction...which stops at the time of our death...this is a meaningless discussion..but its not what u guys think...this is what i think...i guess i had to pen it down someday...so now the question is..who's God...??..where's heaven or ..Hell??..where r these places....or is God just a manifestation of what we see as a result of an illusion...or when we are 'high'...due to intake of potentially 'hazardous' substances which might as well alter the nature of the chemical reaction inside us...n thus allowing us to
get a 'high'...thereby,being in 'heaven'.... n therefore believing in The Almighty.....sometimes i do
think is this the platform where religions were established....is this what the Pagans believed to be as God...is this religion....is this what people die for...to get re-united with God..when he actaully supposedly doesnt exist..... I can talk about this for hours...n you can
contradict me....n i can talk back again....but its not what we talk about...its all about the
Faith...Faith in one's self...Faith in what we believe....not what we presume....


I have always valued Friendship to the utmost importance...i have compromised a lot...probably im even ready to jeopardize my own family at the face of friendship..but some things need a repairing.....i have often been tainted in the name of friendship...i dunno why...ive tired, n tried..but sumhow with certain people it doesnt really work....i nevr wanted
to write this,neither do i know why im writing this....but i guess it needed to be written...for my
sake...if not the sake of others...cuz im tired...im tired of networkin which doesnt work out....its time i get up n show the finger.....