Ok.
Exams are not going too well.And Im like wasting my holidays,when I should be partying with the gangs in Calcutta.
Slumdog Millionaire is quite a good movie.Kinda like Salaam Bombay,its pretty good.
And Im being stalked.And it aint a girl.Gay guy stalking me.
Please turn me into Homer.Please please please.
Ok,it doesnt get any worse.Really,it does not get any worse.I think.
Emotional atyaachaar,anyone????

Its not a really-bad feeling to be hated.

All this....
'Cause Im groovy..
And Im happy....
So Fuck you!
Dont bother me,or call me and dont call me sugar.

Bad writing,bad writing!
This is what I tell myself,everytime I write a post.Then I keep looking at the few alphabets I've typed down in my laptop or the office PC.Keep looking at it again.Till blogger.com autosaves it as a draft.Maybe even pondering over the thought of registering myself in Shaadi.com.
I light up once,drink some coffee,stare at the ceiling.At the dusty fan blades.Or maybe at the bright lights in the office.
People just pass by staring and wondering sorts.
"He never works,and yet he gets the prize.Bastard!"
"Ha,the funny little shit is upto his pranks again."
"Should I just peep into his computer and see what he's doing?"
"Look at him,if only I could work half as much as him.He's a personified workaholic"
"Kya baat hai,Debu mereko dekh'ke itna haas kyon raha hai???
"Denge Ra !!!!" (Means "Fuck you,man" in Telegu)
"Hi......................................**sigh**!!!"

The boss comes,I uncomfortably minimize the Blogger window.Look at him with those fake eyes while all he asks me are some meaningless numbers.Damn!Sometimes those dreamy eyes don't help either.I 'restore' the window back.Suddenly realize how Microsoft and Bill Gates have made our lives easier.Maybe.And then think about the bad writing all over again.Ok,lets start over.

You know those times when you listen to a song.You cant get enough of it.So u keep playing it in your mind all the time.Banana Pancakes and Under the Tracks.I'm playing too much of it.Maybe lets Wiki this.No,no bad writing again.

All that lies beneath,all that I can see.Its too dark a world.Too bleak a fate.So at the end of it all,everything still remains a mystery.Unsolved by the sands of time.Or by the winds of change...........................................
*Think more -think more!!! This is definitely good writing,you are getting there*

On my stage......

<<-----My colored travelwear!

<<------My coffee and the mug!!!

<<----------My Idea of art.....

<<----My personal bathroom!!

<<---------My exotic cuisine

<<---------finally My own l'il space!!!!!

"...All the things i gotta do....

All the things ive done......

Everything is blank...........

I just see the dark.............

But live in the light............

Ahh!The color,the life.......

I wish I was there.............

So we all just dream........."

Seriously its not rocket-science....its not even close to science or a rocket....i think its a painting.....naah!aliens??story??sun??shade??telephone??JFK??egyptian??the-girl-who-moves-her-hand-too-much??ipod,white one??cheese??machher-jhol??microcontroller chip??....damn!!!

Ive definitely got it this time.....ha!!..and it thought it could hide itself!!!...p-oooh!!!

zzzZZZZzzzz......!!!! (shh..im actually awake !)

“You sleeptalk???....you even sleepwalk???!!!..God!..u r a freak!!!!......”

Okk, I do both….walk very rarely…but I do it….and talk…almost everyday!!!!...Well….i really dunno what I talk about. But I do. And im not really concerned about it ..

“its considered to be a sickness..u better do something about it”

ooooo……im ‘scaaaaared’…and im sooo affected and im soo gonna die or something..Bullshit!).
Ohh…I love watching dreams.I think that’s what makes me sleeptalk more…and its not that bad…at least ….its not as gross as people who drool in their sleep….at least im capable of having a normal conversation even in my sleep,unlike other certain nonsense people….at least im more interesting than most people!!!...hahahaha!!!..i live my life through dreams…and I loooooooooowe it!!!!

Okk, miss ..u win! Ive been a dumbfuck…but I don’t wanna lose u….i really like ya… can I have one last chance…just one???? I promise I wont fuck up….. Pweeeeze!!! : -)

And Miss Ab. ….fuck u,seriously!!.. you aint my friend anymore…..ive never felt like this about anyone…the way u have avoided the issue,where I should not be even involved( but ka-ching! I am) ..i feel u are just another high class wannabe bitch!!!...now please don’t ask me why..!!!!!

And Syriana is too slow a movie …..!